timing

I've passed the halfway point in my stay here. 6 weeks down, 5 to go.

Then 2 weeks until I go back to school.

I'm nervous for school to start again. Not really for academic reasons--though I do need to kick ass at Columbia next semester, to make up for last semester (which really wasn't that bad, but it still put a little dent in my GPA). I'm just afraid that I'm going to continue to be an emotional/mental wreck again, like I was for most of last year. I really think I'm going to need to check out the JTS counseling services, because I need to. I think. I mean, I'm paying for it, at any rate. Also, I don't want to pay for more medication...I'm on enough as it is, thanks to my ridiculous allergies.

So in short...

Dear Sarah in 2 months time,

Please don't fuck it up.

Thanks