I don't think I've really changed since coming to college. I've been rereading my posts from Crossing the Line, and...I feel like I'm the same. I get the same reactions to what everyone else wrote as my 16-year-old self had. Exactly the same. And in the posts, I'm a nerd and I talk about French horn and Shabbat. Really, what's changed?
I feel like I've regressed, that I'm less mature. I used to ALWAYS do my homework right after I got home. Senior year I rebelled a little...and waited a few hours. But I was almost always done before 11pm.
I'm not concerned about the sleep issues. That's normal. And I know that when I was 16, I didn't really worry about a job and paying my bills and that sort of thing. I know that deep down, I am more mature...maybe? I mean, I never had to worry about those things before, because I was living with my parents and a minor.
So in conclusion, drinking proclivities aside, I'm not sure that I've changed much in the past 4 years.
Then again, I had a pretty good thing going back then...maybe this isn't so bad?
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